hEaRt's dIaRieS

all saints day

2008-11-02T18:25:00.002+08:00

" HAPPY all saint's day ? "

hmm ?.

TIERRA SANTA was the place where we went ..

well, it's a place in Mabalacat ..

during night time, many people go there ..

actually ang mga classmates coh gustong gusto dun ,,

i just don't know why ..

well, di kasi acoh mahilig sa mga places na maraming tao tlga ..

so we went there in the morning ..

ahe ..

you know me naman..

kaya hinanap ko c Mr. C ..

sadly, wla sya ..

but i saw his dad .. Ü

well, well ..

that's not the good part ..

hehe ..

kxe my usapan kmi ni MR. C n pupunta sya sa bahay ..

aun, dumating sya for his ipod !

the day was really fun ..

twa acoh ng tawa sa kanya !.

i guessed i really really missed him !.

ng usap kami ng tungkol sa life nya nung nag away kami ..

i guess now, prang wla lng nangyari ..

back to normal ..

hmm ?.

cguro di nya pa rin tlga acoh gusto as more than friends ..

pro ok n un .. Ü

masaya na coh na ganito lang kami .. Ü

di coh makakalimutan ung part na ..

" spell synchronize ?. "

" s - y - n - c - h - o .. "

" ah mali eh .. kxe dpat my r .. "

" ah .. psychotic kya iniispell coh .. "

" ah .. p kya ung start nun .. "

" laughs "

haha .. tsaka ung last part .. na naccr pla sya kya bumalik sya ulet sa bahay !. Ü

kakatawa tlga !.

ehe .. un lng .. Ü

" cArPxXx "

♥♥♥ lhei .. Ü

another late post

2008-11-02T14:51:00.002+08:00

another late post

OCTOBER 29, 2008 (CFSI's FOUNDATION DAY)

wiee !. it's been awhile again !

well, it's our sembreak kya i have time to type and do my thing !.

ehe...

well, my foundation day was really awesome !.

actually sobrang saya ko..

in the morning, i saw HIS txt message ..

well, di nmn important but atleast alam coh n skin nya lng cnabi and sakin lng sya may tiwala .. Ü

so my day continued,

di kxe acoh kxali sa sayaw nmin ..

hmm ?. so helper lang acoh ..

i have to bring their bags..

during preparation .. kailangan nilang pinturahan mga hands nila ..

so tendency di nila mddla mga gmit nila ..

well MR. C's bag was givent to me ..

habang binabantayan coh un ..

biglang nasagi coh ung pintura ..

kya un, nlagyan xa ..

nagpapanic nacoh although water base ung paint ..

kxe iba tlga ugali nya pg dating sa mga gamit..

i was near crying ..

and then tumingin sya and smiled ..

medyo na relieve acoh ..

lumapit sya and said ,

" hayaan mo na , malalabhan namn yan .. dba ?. "

aww .. sobra acong ntunaw kxe xuper xweet nya ! . Ü

aun tpus nung pauwi n binigay coh ung wallet na request nya ..

tpus binigyan din nya cong gift .. :)

ang sya coh tlga !

ehe ..

that ended up my day .. Ü

nga pla ,

remember MR. CHAMPION ?.

he's still my crush kxo i realized that he's too young for me .. Ü

ngbati kmi ni MR. C bglaan lng .. ehe ..

now we're fine .. Ü

" i'Ll tRY aLl OVeR aGaIn !. Ü "

♥♥♥ lhei .. Ü

score?.

2008-09-03T19:36:00.002+08:00

" score?. "

second day of intrams!

llong nangungulelat ang white! haha.. :D

pero aux lang atleast our players were doing their best.. :D

wla c mahiyain.. :D

ahe.. absent.. :)

nag-enjoi tlga coh this day.. :)

we watched basketball!! grabeh.. nagscorer acoh..

napagod acoh ah?.

ehe.. kkdehydrate kxe magsisigaw dun..

ehe..

tlgang naaattract nacoh ky ' mayabang '..

haha!!

champion kxe xa eh.. :D

bxtha.. oo!

pero hanggang intrams lng cguro toh..

kxe di sya masyadong pumapasok eh..

pero infernex, close n kmi.. :D

ehe..

fave line :

" score?. "

haha.. :D

♥ this is it?.

2008-09-03T19:30:00.002+08:00

" tampooroorooot!!! :D "

♥ ehe,, aun.. first day of intrams namin kahapon.. :D

♥ hahaha!! kktawa c mr.shy [ crux q.. :D ] ..

♥ bxtha aun ngtmpu acoh sakanya..

♥ kxe, kxe nmn.. :D

♥ hehe.. pero atleast nagsorry na sya.. aux na un!

" INTRAMS 2008 "

♥ grabeh! :D haha!! kpgod!! super!!

♥ pero aux lng kxe nkakaenjoi nmn.. :D

♥ ehe.. :D llo n my nagpphanga sakin sa mga playerx nmen!

♥ grabeh, i admire him.. :D

♥ ahe.. un lng.. :D

" paano na kaya?. "

2008-08-31T21:21:00.002+08:00

" paano na kaya?."

..........

my teacher.. ;(

2008-08-31T21:17:00.001+08:00

" my teacher! :( "

my adviser is mad at me ata..

uhuh.... :((

i really hate it!!

dahil ng away kmi ni..

nasabi coh n..

" i hate green.. "

eh sa skul nmin intrams next week..

may mga different teams with colors..

may white, red, yellow and unfortunately green..

at ang teacher coh ang adviser nila..

uhu..

nagalit ata xa.. :((

xna bukas kausapin nmn nya coh.. :((

" 3 and a half..

2008-08-31T21:09:00.002+08:00

" four movies! "

whoa! this day i finished four movies! :)

they were all good.. ehe..

let me give some comments, blahblahblah!! :)

" ELIZABETHTOWN "

~ hmm. the actors are good. pero di coh sya masyadong naintindihan nung una.. but ORLANDO BLOOM was really hot! ehe.. :) cute, though.. :)

" 27 DRESSES "

~ my fave among those 4 movies!. it was a good story about weddings! [ i love weddings! ].. oh boy! i loved the ending too.. tsaka ung mga dresses ni 'jane' whoa! i want them all.. :) the love story was great! :) i love it! :)

" NO RESERVATIONS "

~ the food they serve looks delicious.. ehe.. except for that, it's a good movie.. :) naiyak acoh ng konti! ehe.. the kid too was a great actress.. pero medyo matured because matanda n ung mga bida.. but good ah! :)

" MY SUPER EX-GIRLFRIEND "

~ actually, i kinda skip, skip this one! i felt a little boring eh.. i don't like tlga ung 'heavy-comedy' with 'fantasy'.. umm.. ewan coh lng.. pero medyo ok nmn sya.. 'luke wilson is a good actor' .. :)

sorry!

2008-08-31T21:05:00.002+08:00

" it's just a sorry?. "

hai.. aun..

iwasan n nmn kmi..

i just don't know the problem.. hai! sna! mtpox n toh!!

AUG 29, 2008

ayoko na kasi eh..

tinatake for granted nya lang acoh lgi!!

nhihirapan acoh!!

sana matutunan nyang mgsabi ng 'sorry'

mahal coh naman sya eh!!

kya nga ginagawa coh toh! :(

:((

sokoro

2008-08-31T20:51:00.002+08:00

" playing sokoro " [ don't know if the spelling is right.. :D ]

ehe..

AUGUST 29..

aun, it was bap's birthday..

ofcourse we went to their house..

aun nga,

we played " sokoro ",,

ehe.. it was fun..

ganito pla ung mechanics..

ung coach or referee ba un..

hhwak ng panyo and then he'll give you numbers..

bawat group tpox unahan kaung makuha ung panyong hawak nya..

aun, gnun lng..

ehe.. i'm number 4..

kalaban coh c celina.. haha!!

come to think of that, payat sya sakin so definitely mas mabilis syang tumakbo..

ang saya saya ng laro!! haha!!

until the end,

haha! atleast kahit lagi kong nbbgyan ng point ang kalaban..

i got the last point nmn for our win!!

well, it was really fun! :D

ncae

2008-08-27T19:24:00.002+08:00

" ncae exams with happenings.. :)"

hay..

today is the day of our examination..

as far as i'm concern..

nakuha coh nmn ang aking exams..

but ewan..

now, i don't really feel anything [ except being xOo! cOld!!! ]

well, kaninang umaga..

as i were walking to school..

i decided to be ' invisible '

well, ayoko tlgang mgpakita kay mr. c,,

uhmm. don't know why..

cguro dahil na rin sa tampo or whatever..

i didn't saw him sa line..

pro our asst. principal asked me to distribute the scrap [ take note : scrap not scratch ] paper..

dun coh xa nakita, but i only hand the paper to him..

and biglang umalis..

as the test is occuring..

naiicip coh pa rin sya.. kahit papano..

dahil laging huli ung room namin sa test, i accomplished being invisible..

pro hanggang test proper lang,,

nag-aya clang mamasyal sa house ng klasmeyt coh..

well, una di coh pa know kanino acoh ssma..

two of my friends planned to go sa bahay ni bap [ our proctor ]

aun, di acoh xumama because they're with 'the power of A'..

my classmate na di coh tlga bet!

well, aun kya xumama kming 4 ng mga frends coh..

kasama ang mga boys..

aun andun xa..

oh well, no choice!

di kami nag-uusap..

and then umupo acoh sa tabi nung rival nya.. [ well di tlga cla nag-uusap nun ]

and the minasahe coh sya.. kxe gnun nmn lgi ung ginagawa coh..

dati na issue na na nainsecure c mr. c dun sa cmate qng un..

aun, ngtulugtulugan din xa..

eh, napikon ata or what?.

biglang umuwi..

but this was the funny part,,

" grand exit! "

well, nauntog sya nung pauwi na sya..

pro infernes..

i didn't laugh pa non..

xempre kahiya nmn sa kanya..

[ pero nung nagtagal, i laughed.. :)) ]

atleast my day still continued..

ng enjoi nmn acoh sa ulan.. ehe..:P

aux lng yan.. :)

the day was fine nmn.. :D

♥ it's an awch.. ;( ♥

2008-08-26T20:32:00.002+08:00

" i was hurt :( "

hay! i really hate it kapag agkakaganyan siya!

well, kanina kxe we decided to have fun a day before our ncae test..

i was really excited kxe mkksama coh xa..

i really want to see him..

when i first saw him, syempre ok lng ung isnaban kxe hiyaan pa..

but when time passes, di man nya coh kinakausap masyado..

i really got hurt..

i feel that prang ang layo layo nya..

nung nasa sinehan na kami..

he was sittting on the opposite side kya di coh xa makausap..

but when he went to the cr..

bumalik sya and sat beside me..

but really, it was cold..

kya i wanted him to hug me..

close naman kmi..

kya wla nmng masama if he will do that..

a matter of being a gentleman lng nmn..

kxe malamig tlga..

pro he never offered anything..

and he never talked to me!

ayoko ng ganon!

i really hate being ignored!

kya un..

i was kinda tampo..

pro ngtampo tlga coh, we he left us..

di coh lam reason..

but i was hurt.. :(

kxe i felt na hindi man nya naappreciate ung presence coh..

until now, my heart is too heavy,,

i'm really sad..

♥ finally back ♥

2008-08-25T12:23:00.002+08:00

♥♥ FINALLY BACK! ü ♥♥

well, it's been two months already since i stopped posting..

well.. tinamad lng tlga acoh.. ehehehe.. :))

anyway, i have many stories to tell..

first..

STUDIES!

well.. now i'm the SSC CHAIRMAN of our school.. :) imagine that chairman?. ehe.. pero it's not easy.. andami tlga nming pinagdaanan.. well, umm.. there were a lot of issues but with God's help we did it! i won and my other co candidates! PLA was really the best!! :)

and my grades are just okay.. we will have our 1st periodical this thursday and friday.. i hope i can do it.. :D

FAMILY

well.. i'm okay with my family.. kahit sumtyms, we have conflicts kxe wla clang tiwala sa kin.. but now it's okay..

FRIENDS

i'm soo happy with my friends.. well, dahil may mga new friends acoh like jhoi, ney and chai.. :) well, happy tlga!! lging libot with the JABBAWALKERZZ.. hahahahaha.. :))

LOVE

well..

ewan coh.. huhuh.. this tym, i'm really suffering from this problem na.. i love him but someone loves me.. well, tinitiis coh n lng and i'm just focusing on my studies..

well, that's all muna.. :) thankxx for reading.. :)

2008-06-23T19:27:00.002+08:00

♥ it was a --- day! ♥

( this is the continuation of the blog below.. )

well, it was a saturday morning..

i really need to go to school kxe sasamahan coh ung teacher coh na ayusin ung room with some of our classmates..

pagdating coh sa school,
wla png tao..
so i decided to visit one of my classmates kxe malapit lang house nya..

eh, nung ppunta coh dun..
MR. C txted me..
ayun nasabi coh sa kanya na nsa harap acoh ng house nila..
kxe ung way na papunta sa classmate coh dadaanan ung house nila..

ang ginawa nya, lumabas sya ng house..
and the funny thing there..
"he was half-naked"
wla xang suot na t-shirt or sando man lang..
nakaboxer short lang xa..

xempre, i got shy naman..
so medyo di acoh makatingin sa kanya..

ayun, we had a chat..
until i said na alis na lang acoh..

after that, i was some kind of "kilig"..
ehe..
xempre, unang una p lang nkita coh n xa..
ahahahaha.. :))
after that..
fast forward nten..

ayun, nsa room na kmi..
he was also there..
ayun, i'm a makulit person so kinulit coh xa ng kinulit..
(pero kahit sa iba gnun tlga coh.. :) aha.. )
kya medyo sweet kmi..
( sbi nila.. )
but this was the bad part..

it was lunch time na..
so we decided to have our lunch at jollibee..
we were 7 na kumain dun..
so ang nangyari..

i treat him " 1 piece burger steak " like mine..
when he found it, he was like " hah? eto lang "
he didn't really say that, but nakita coh un sa mga eyes nya..

after that, we were eating na, pero xa hindi pa..
until i found out na nagpabili xa ng " 2 pcs burger steak with extra rice " dun sa isa naming kasama!

i was really pissed off!!
pano kxe hindi nya man naappreciate na binilhan coh xa ng food txaka..
nagpalibre p xa dun sa karibal coh na hate na hate coh!!!

hay!
so what i did,

di coh xa kinakausap kung di nya coh kakausapin..
i'm really mad..

after that, they opened a topic about his ex girlfriendS ( yhup, with the "s")
uhmm, actually, wla acong care bout that..

but my kuya ( i call him kuya kxe magkakilala mga parents namin matagal na, and i really want to have a kuya.. kya un mgkapatid DAW kami ) suddenly grabbed me..
and said,
" tara lhey, iwan mo n cla.. yan kxe bat nyo pinag-uusapan mga ex nyo! "
and then i replied.. "oo nga!"

wow! my kuya was my SAVIOR..
ayoko na talagang makinig sa mga kwento nya!!

i hate it!!

para acong tanga na nakikinig!!

buti na lang pumunta kami ni kuya coh sa video city..

pero xempre, as time passed..

dumating din cla..

at first.. i was not really talking to him..

i guess napansin nya yun..

so he made "papampam"..

CGURO AH! d kxe acoh sure.. if talagang ginawa nya un!

well, he said that he was "dizzy"

ayun, so pinansin coh n sya..

kinalimutan coh n na naiinis acoh sa kanya..

but he made something na talagang nagalit acoh!!

ininis nya coh ng ininis..

the day ended..

na inis acoh!

that's it... grrrrr...

>_<

jne 20

2008-06-23T13:12:00.002+08:00

♥ JUNE 20!! ♥

gosh!!

a really remarkable day!!

if i'll say the truth..

i've waited for this day so badly!!

hay..

this is the story..

well, this is the birthday of MR. C (my crush.. but well i don't know if crush coh pa rin xa up to now..)

MR. C is a close friend of mine..

actually, i can call him my BESTFRIEND na..

close naman kxe kmi sa isa't isa..

so ayun, kagising coh p lang..

naicp coh n xa..

but because medyo iniiwasan coh xa..

i didn't texted him..

but when i was in the school na..

i really waited for him to come and said to myself..

"cge lhey, last na toh! birthday naman nya eh.. "

( uhmm,, i'm avoiding him kxe i want my feelings to go away.. but nung june 20, kinalimutan coh muna.. )

when he came, i was the one who greeted him first and i was happy.. :)

actually, nung una.. "cmangot to the max" xa..

until i made him smile..

so the day went on,

laging cnasabi ng mga classmates coh na birthday nya..

i had time na katabi coh xa and we were "sweet"..

gnun naman kxe xa eh..

sweet sa mga gurls.. :)

and the day went okay naman.. :)

but...

( read the next topic above .. )

hectic week!

2008-06-23T13:05:00.002+08:00

♥ hectic week! ♥

hay ncoh?!?!?!

bkit gnon??

first week of classes p lng nmin..

andami ng ginagawa!!

maybe it's because we're fourth year studs na.. :)

aha.. :)

pero ok lng naman.. :)

uhmm..

i had new classmates and they were just kind naman..

first week plang..

ngdebate na kmi..

tpos andmi ng homeworks!

pero i did well naman.. :)

and in my first quiz in math, i had a perfect score!! :)

so i'm kinda happy..

i hope that i'll have another good week to come.. :)

2nd day

2008-06-17T20:16:00.003+08:00

♥ FEETACHE! ♥

awtzz..

masakit mga paa koh..

huhuhu,,

pero bgo ko ikwento bkit..

share coh muna ung nagyari sa kin today..

aun, so first thing in the morning..

ako ung ngbeat ng "lupang hinirang"..

tpos as my day goes by,

i was elected as the "PRESIDENT" of our room..

yey!!

ahahaha.. :))

happy acoh xempre.. :)

tpos mrmi png nangyri..

one of my classmates did something bad sa srili nya..

i'll tell u about that nxt tym.. :) aha..

ung mgsyota naman.. ewan!!

ng-away ata..

hahaha.. :))

friend coh kxe kya pxawai acoh.. :))

ehe,,

tpos si MR. C (ayan code name ng crush coh.. DATI!!!! ehe.. )

ang gulo..

lgi acong kinukulit!!!

hay!!!

ayan..

so ikkwento ko na bkit sumakit ang feet coh..

kxe naman ngchoir pa kmi..

(yes, ksali acoh sa choir.. pero d mgana boses coh,, eheh)

ayun, tuwing mgchochoir kxe kmi, mglalakad kmi..

pupunta kmi sa haus ni BAP (in tagalog, tito.. :), un n kxe twag nmin sa kanya..)

nakaheels pcoh!!

ahay!!

mbigat p bag coh!!

kya aun, sumakit paa coh!!

pro d man kmi ngpraktis.. hehehe..

ngkwentuhan lng..

ahahaha..

un n muna..

inaantok ncoh eh..

ehehehe.. :))

goodnyt sainyo.. :))

♥ first day of xlasses ♥

2008-06-16T19:36:00.002+08:00

♥ FIRST DAY OF CLASSES ♥

aha.. :)

ok naman.. :)

sanay na din kxe acoh sa mga classmate coh eh..

mula first year mgkakakilala na kmi.. :)

our new adviser is kind.. :)

he's Mr. Cham.. :)

he's kind and funny, kya medyo comfortable..

aun muna sa ngayon.. :)

♥ mermaid melody ending ♥

2008-06-16T19:01:00.002+08:00

♥ MERMAID MELODY ♥

ayan.. ntpos koh din..

pero i feel depressed kasi ung season 2 (MERMAID MELODY PICHI PICHI PITCH "PURE")

ntpos koh pero kulang....

tsaka mas gusto ko first season kxe mas mrming "LUCIA and KAITO MOMENTS" ..

aha..

anyway, this anime is really good.. :)

i cried for some episodes talaga.. :)

tsaka maganda ung may part na kumakanta..

especially the song "The Legend of the Mermaid"..

i really loved it!!

at isa pa!!

KINILIG AKOH!!!!

hahahaha!!!

kakakilig kxe mga love team dun eh.. :)

llo n c "LUCIA and KAITO"..

esp. episode 44 and 46.. :)

grabe!!

hahahaha!!

aun lng.. :)

♥ princess yucie ♥

2008-06-15T09:53:00.001+08:00

♥ PETITE PRINCESS YUCIE ♥

(late post)

whaa!!

ntapos coh na toh.. :)

and i cried sa ending nya..

it was really pure friendship.. :)

aww.. ang ganda ng meaning.. :)

aha..

mmimiss coh c ARC and YUCIE!!

i love their love team eh.. :)

ang galing galing.. :)

it has only 26 episodes pero sulit naman.. :)

aha.. :)

aun lng.. :)

♥ ROBI : my big winner! ♥

2008-06-09T10:22:00.002+08:00

♥ "ROBI : MY BIG WINNER!!!!" ♥

last saturday was the BIG NIGHT!!!

since nagcmula ang PBB i was a fan na ni ROBI!!

i was really nervous bago iannounce ang big winner..

the runner-ups were:

3rd runner-up : BEAUTY

2nd runner-up : NIKKI

1st runner-up : ROBI

big winner : EJAY

i really can't believe that at first..

kasi naman ang lakas ni ROBI sa masa..

tpos natalo sya??

anyway, ayus lang.. :)

i know Robi did his best and he was happy naman..

Ejay deserves the money naman eh.. :)

and i know God has a plan.. :)

but ofcourse..

ROBI IS STILL MY BIG WINNER.. :)

♥ MY SASSY GIRL ♥

2008-06-08T18:57:00.003+08:00

♥ MY SASSY GIRL ♥

ayun..

i already finished watching it.. :)

it was good.. :)

uhmm, medyo sa simula it was kinda ..

i don't know the appropriate word..

anyway, the later part was the best,, :)

i really love its ending..

it was really destiny..

they are really destined for each other..

d coh na kwento..

nitatamad ncoh eh.. hehehehe.. :)

anyway, did yah watched "say that you love me"?

it was a movie of jennylyn and mark..

the ending was the same .. :)

pero ung buong story di naman..

anyway..

that's all..

aha..

-exit.. :)-

♥ princess yucie and my sassy girl ♥

2008-06-08T09:33:00.004+08:00

"PRINCESS YUCIE AND MY SASSY GIRL"

well.. i spent half a day kahapon watchinf this two..

i really loved them both..
pero di coh p cla natapos..

PRINCESS YUCIE (actually petite princess yucie tlga.. :) )

yung story nya..

YUCIE is a petite girl nga who happen to be 17 years old..

but appears to be just 10 years old..

tpos one day, she was attracted with a "tiara"..

aun.. cnabi sa kanya na candidate xa as "purachina princess".. :)

kapag kasi nakuha nya ung "tiara" she would be wishing na sana,,

lumaki na sya.. :)

(though, she's cute naman kahit maliit,, :) hahahaha.. :) )

aun.. pero d coh p natapos.. after nito.. ABANGAN!!.. :)

lol!!!

MY SASSY GIRL

bxtha there was a guy na laging nakakasama itong girl na laging lasing.. :)

lol!!

dun ngstart ung story,,

tpos they became friends..

pra ngang cla eh..

lol!!

ABANGAN ang kasunod! d coh pa din natapos eh!!

niahahaha!! :))

aun lng.. :D

♥ david cook! ♥

2008-06-05T18:42:00.003+08:00

♥ david cook rocks.. :) ♥

well, i've been an avid fan of david cook na since nasali sya sa american idol..
:)
i really like him because he has this golden voice..
(for me.. :) aha..)

i love the way he sing!
especially when he sang "ALWAYS BE MY
BABY"..

at first i thought it sounded really different but
when he continued singing..
i really liked it!
he made this song better!!

i really love his version!

when he performs, all of the people around him becomes
fascinated..

well, i'm now kinda addicted to david cook..
:)

aha!!

love his songs and everything.. :)

someday, i wanna meet him in person..
:)

aha..

that's all for now.. :)

DAVID COOK ROCKS!!

♥ hay ♥

2008-06-04T19:40:00.003+08:00

well,,

kagising ko pa lang..

medyo masama na pakiramdam coh..

cause i have a cold..

bahing acoh ng bahing..

and then nung hapon dumating ung dalawa cong friend..

ung isa he was my crush (well, ewan.. but i'm really trying to let him go..)

ung isa, she was a girl (pinagseselosan coh.. DATI! aha!!)

so ang nagyari,,

aun ngdload kaming songs and kinda ng usap usap..

aometimes, naOop acoh kya medyo nananahimik..

pero d nila halata..

xempre acoh p..

"best actress" acoh eh,,

kidding aside,

medyo naopen ung topic about dun sa bday nung isa pa naming friend..

(and this friend.. sya talaga ung pinagseselosan coh.. as in!)

and they were talking about a teddy bear,,

i think bnigay un nung crush coh dun sa isa,,

aww.. it really hurts.. pero d coh nlng masyado iniicp..

eto p ang weird..

my crush has a girlfriend..

and tumawag xa..

pno b naman kxe d xa ngrereply..

aun, nagselos yta ung gf kxe narinig kami na dalawang babae ang kasama..

kinausap p nya coh eh..

hay, tpos natapos na dun..

ewan coh ba!!

hay, hay, hay!!

is it bad or good??

2008-06-03T18:28:00.002+08:00

well kanina kasi i had my hair relaxed..
at first i was really, really excited!!
as in!!
tlgang i woke up early para agad matapos..
kasabay ko ung tita coh and one of my cousins..
nauna ung cousin coh..
and then the stylist asked me if i want my hair to be cut..
and i said "yes!"..
so my hair is now short and i have "BANGS"..
i really love to have bangs..
after awhile it was my turn..
i was kinda nervous though i had my hair relaxed thrice..
syempre kapag tlga ng aalala k sa hair mo gnun..
after that they put cellophane to make my hair softer..
when it was finished i looked at the mirror,,
hindo ko sya masyadong gusto..
uhmm.. i expected more kasi..
but habang tumatagal i kinda liked it na..
but when i went home..
i became really sad..
all of them are saying bad things bout my hair..
my grandfather tolde me na mas bagay coh daw ung dati..
my cousin said na d coh daw bagay ung may bangs..
i was really upset..
so i tried taking photos of my hair..
pero me too..
i didn't like them..
actually my hair is nice naman eh,,
but i don't know why my relatives are like that..
i'm really upset..
tomorrow pa naman i'll be having a visitor..
he's someone special..
and i don't know what will he say.. :(

don't like this day!

2008-06-02T19:30:00.004+08:00

right now i don't feel like myself..

i'm having a hard time breathing..

i don't really like this day..

kanina ngttry acong mg-unli sa smart..

pero ayaw eh..

hay..

tpos i saw his comment sa gf nya..

it's just like "awch"..

pero ano bng mggwa coh dba???

eto pa ung worst na nagyari kanina..

a while ago we were sitting sa sala..

then my cousin called my lola and said..

na merong naghahanap sakin n nagdedeliver ng jollibee..

nashock acoh because i never ordered anything at all..

at ung address na andun akma sa haus namin..

nagkamali lang sya sa # ng bahay at phone # na sa palagay coh cnadya nya..

tinawagan namin ung no. tpos sbi wla naman daw ng-order dun..

i don't know who the hell was that who used my name!!!

this day was really not a good day!!

di pa nagrereply c wilma.. ung bestfriend coh!!

hay!!

ano pa nga ba??

i hope tomorrow would be just fine..

♥ we belong ♥

2008-06-02T15:24:00.002+08:00

a story that i made.. :D

hope you'll liked it..

* WE BELONG *[i knew it from the start, we belong.. ]

merong magbestfriend na girl and boy...

ung girl matagal na syang may gusto dun sa boy..

at gnagawa nya ung lahat para dun sa mahal niya..

kzo ung boy pra xang somekind na "hindi marunong magmahal"lahat ng relationship nya d nya cneryoso..

good boy naman sya kso d sya naniniwala s "love"..

tpos one night habang makasama ung girl and boy may shooting star na dumating..

nagwish ung girl..

"sana dumating ung araw na mahalin nya rin acoh..."

after nun..sbi ng boy sa girl.."i think i'm inlove.."

sobrang natuwa ung girl coz she thought sya tlga un..

the next day bigla na lng nkita nung girl na may kasama ung boy na ibang girl sa school..

sobrang sweet cla, tpos bigla syang pinakilala nung boy sa girl..

nalungkot ng husto ung girl at napilitan syang sbihin sa boy ung nararamdaman nya..

pero ung boy sbi nya hindi nya daw xa mahal at hanngang frends na lng daw cla..

dahil dun, cnab nung girl na wag na muna clang mg-usap o magkita man lang...

hindi alam nung boy ung gagawin nya nung nalaman nya..

days passed..

lgi nyang kinikwento sa gf nya ung bestfriend nya,,

kung gaano sya kswerte na lagi xang andyan..

kung ano ung mga lgi nyang ginagawa lahat laht...

tpos ngkaroon ng conversation ung boy and his gf..

his gf asked the boy if he really love her..

the boy replied with a YES..

then the girl said.."stop lying!!..

all this time you don't love me!!..

look inside ur heart..

hindi acoh ung laman yan..

she deserves you and you deserve her.."

tpos the girl leaved..

nagtaka ung boy dahil wla man siyang naramdamang sakit kahit nkpgbreak ung girl sa kanya..

the boy tried everything paramacontact nya ung bestfriend nya pero wlang nangyri..

nafeel nya n prang nwala sa kanya ung laht,,

ung gnwa nung boy..he hurriedly went to the girl's house..

he found the girl with another boy..

kinausap nung boy ung girl and said..

"cguro, i was wrong when i thought na love coh xa..pro mali pla coh..ikaw pla ung MAHAL koh..."

mahal pa rin nung girl ung boy kaso he is with another man na ayaw naman nyang saktan..

kya she said na hindi nya na mahal ung boy..the boy was really hurt..

and umalis papalayo..

nung nakita sya ng girl na lumalayo,.

umiyak sya ng umiyak..

sbi nung guy na kasama nya..

alam naman daw nya na hindi sya mahal nung girl..

kya wla n syang mggwa dun..

kya pinakawalan nya n ung girl..

tpos tumakbo ung girl at hinabol ung boy..

then the rain poured so hard..

the girl shouted his name out loud kya napastop ung boy.."

alam mo ba kung gaano kasakit ung feeling na..

mahalin ung taong alam mong hindi ka mamahalin???..

for all these years ikaw lng ung minahal coh..

at kahit anong pilit cong layuan ka hindi coh mgwa..

pero bkt ikaw..

andali lng sayong lumayo???...

oo, mahal pa rin kita,,lalayo ka pa rin b??..."

nabigla ung boy sa ginawa nung girl..tumakbo sya sa girl at niyakap sya and told her..."

i love you so much and i promise i will never hurt you again!!"

-the end-

why can't he understand me?

2008-06-01T16:04:00.002+08:00

hay..

kanina i was in Angeles (a place in Pampanga).

i was texting him.

yes, my crush.

at first i was mad at him because he can't understand me.

but at the end.

he agreed with me.

i thought everything was alright.

until he open up that topic again.

he really can't understand me!

kainis.

bakit sya ganon?

he always tells me na naiintindihan nya coh.

pero ung totoo, hindi!

kainis talaga!

lgi n lng nya cong cnasaktan!

di nya kxe alam eh!

yiiieee!!!

i hate it!

bad day!!!!!!

it's really hard.. :(

2008-05-31T20:33:00.002+08:00

i have a big, big problem..

this summer was the worst summer i've ever had..

in terms of "MONEY"..

within today hanggang sa June 5..

i need to have PhP500.00,,

i need that for my friend..

huhuhuh..

ung frend coh he expects it..

ngayon i don't know what to do.. :(

i don't know where will i get money..

aww, God please help me!!

hay!! i hate having a problem!!! :( :( :(

♥ i'll let him go ♥

2008-05-31T14:44:00.002+08:00

" it's really hard to love a person who only loves you as a friend.. "

the quote of my life..

ehehe..

i love one of my closest friends.. but he doesn't love me back..

he loves someone else..

d coh lam bkit d nya coh gusto..

and ayoko ng alamin pa..

he is always on my mind..

hay i never wanted to let him go but i need to..

hay,,

i hope my feelings would be gone so soon..

♥ happy birthday papa! ♥

2008-05-29T15:57:00.003+08:00

wow!!

it's been so long since i last made a blog!!

hahaha!!

i was busy playing an online game.. :)

anyway..

masaya naman ang mga days coh..

except.. (i'll share the story later,,)

well..

it's the birthday of my father today!! :)

my father is CONRADO (AVED) GOMEZ.. :)

he is the best father ever.. :)

he is so generous to me and my mom..

he's also sweet and caring..

sometimes he's a bit moody but that's okay.. :)

anyway, thank God for another year..

my father is currently in Germany now for a seminar..

but he's really working in Kuwait!!

I really love my father!! :)

iloveyou papa!!! :)

♥ bagyong COSME ♥

2008-05-18T20:03:00.002+08:00

hahahah!!!

nyc title!!!

nwei,

kahapon kxe d acoh nkapag post..

well.. eto nangyri..

morning plang it was raining na..

supposed to be..

may depedida party ung classmate coh but ofcourse, i didn't come..

pno kxe umuulan nga ng malakas..

well, kakaiba nga lng na MAY p lng..

meron ng bagyo at take note.. letter "c" n xa..

so it means 3 storms n pumasok sa bansa..

hay,,

d tuloy masaya ang summer..

pero aux lng kesa nmn super init..

kxo ang bad dun..

mrming tao ung naapektuhan..

especially in Pangasinan..

in TV i saw many establisments, destroyed..

kawawa nmn cla..

and even in Baguio, ncra mga strawberries..

hay,

tag-gutom n nmn nyan..

hope d n mxadong bumagyo ng malakas..

sna puro ambon n lng..

ehehe,,,

that's all.. :)

♥ why did i loved him? ♥

2008-05-16T12:11:00.004+08:00

did you ever wake up and asked yourself..
"why did i loved him?"

sometimes..
life is so unfair!..

you love, you get hurt..

but it's funny how people still love though they always cry in the end..

and the funnier thing?

i am one of those people..

i don't know why?..

i loved him since then..

but until now, he can't love me back..

i always dreamt of having a fairytale romance..

but i in reality..

it's not always "happily ever after"..

i think..

i should move on..

but i don't know why..

every time i walk away from him..

my heart just keeps on bleeding..

maybe i just really loved him..

but why??

why did i love someone who can't love me back??

"why did i loved him?"

♥ i've waited :( ♥

2008-05-15T20:13:00.003+08:00

i was expecting a thing this day..

pero hindi coh sya nakuha..

at first, ayoko talaga sya..

pero i don't know..

i really waited for it..

akala ko makukuha coh xa..

kxe i believe his words to me..

kaso hindi xa tumupad..

now, i'm really sad..

hay..

♥ i love books ♥

2008-05-15T20:02:00.003+08:00

since then..
i'm fond na of reading books..
kzo d acoh magkaroon ng maraming books..
kxe my lola always tells me na stop reading!!
kxe daw my eyes will be lalong malabo..
pero pasaway acoh eh..
i still read..
kxo konti pa lang talag nababasa cong books..
"noli me tangere, harry potter V (i really wanna collect all the books)..
now i'm currently reading "el filibusterismo"..
kahit na hindi pa coh pumapasok..
anyway kung may magreregalo man sakin..
BOOK n lng ah!!!
kahit luma na, aux lang!! hahahaha!!!
:)

♥ GOD IS THE BEST!!!! ♥

2008-05-14T14:03:00.002+08:00

sometimes...

kapag akala mong hindi mo na kaya..

God will always be there.. :)

before i slept..

andami talagang umiikot sa isip coh..

i have many, many problems na hindi coh masettle..

i prayed to God and ask him to guide me..

tpos when i woke up..

dala dala coh pa rin ung mga problems na un..

i still don't know what to do..

pero naschock na lang acoh when one thing happened..

biglang nsolve ung isa cong problem..

now, i'm really happy!!!

God is really good talaga!!!

whoo!!!!

"GOD IS THE BEST!!!"

♥ kakapagod.. hahaha.. :) ♥

2008-05-13T16:54:00.001+08:00

kanina kxe i finished covering my books..

eh 11 kya un..

xux..

andami..

hahaha..

kya eto ansakit ng likod coh and ulo,,

kya sandali lng acong mgbblog..

nwei.. share coh lng naman.. bye!!!

♥ what will happen to me??? ♥

2008-05-13T16:49:00.002+08:00

hay...

i don't know what will i do..

akala coh.. kya coh n syang i let go..

but when i walk away from him..

my heart bleeds..

but i need to do it..

kasi baka masaktan lang siya if i continue loving him..

i just want him to be happy..

kaya di ko kakayanin na maging sad sya,,

because of me..

so i need to set him free..

hope i can do it...

"let go of the person whom you thought you'll never live without.. :("

♥ i changed??? ♥

2008-05-12T14:49:00.004+08:00

have you ever asked yourself this question..
"acoh pa rin ba toh??"
a while ago,,
one of my close friends said na there's something about me na nagchange..
i was really worried until now..
maybe may nagbago nga sa kin..
so i need to know what's that..
hay,, goodluck n lng xakin..
sna mabring back koh ung dating akoh.. :)
wish me luck.. :)

STARS BY CALLALILY

2008-05-12T10:50:00.002+08:00

STARS BY CALLALILY

A picture of you reminds me

How the years have gone so lonely

Why do you have to leave me

Without saying that you love me

I'm saying i love you again

Are you listening

Open your eyes once again

Look at me crying

If only you could hear me

Shout your name

If only you could feel

My love again

The stars in the sky will

Never be the same

If only you were here

A picture of you reminds me

How the days have gone so empty

Why do you have to leave me

Without saying that you love me

I'm saying i love you again

Are you listening

Open your eyes once again

Look at me crying

If only you could hear me

Shout your name

If only you could feel

My love again

The stars in the sky will

Never be the same

If only you were here I

'm saying i love you again

Are you listening

Open your eyes once again

Look at me crying

If only you could hear me

Shout your name

If only you could feel

My love again

The stars in the sky will

Never be the same

If only i had wings

So i can fly

I want to be with you

For all of time

My love for you

Will never die

If only you could hear me

Shout your name

If only you could feel

My love again

The stars in the sky will

Never be the same

If only you were here (if only you were here)

"if only you were here........"

♥ do you believe in destiny? ♥

2008-05-11T19:25:00.000+08:00

aha!! :)

i just asked you poh..

no, actually..

i don't know what's happening..

i am staying away from him..

pero, bakit gnon??

prang may balak pa ung tadhana sa min??

our eyes met n nmn knina..

hai.. i really can't forget him if ganyan..

but what will i do??

destiny na ung ngdudugtong eh..

pero when i saw him..

my heart melted..

i saw the eyes that made me fall for him..

and parang the tell me..

"lhey, please stay away.. you'll only get hurt.. go away!"

aww,, those eyes which i can't forget..

hay...

just go with the flow na lang..

"how could i forget those eyes??..

when even i'm asleep they are what i see.."

♥ my mom and me :) ♥

2008-05-11T16:07:00.000+08:00

well,, my mama and papa are there in Kuwait..
pero yung mama ko close kami kasi, sumunod plang sya kay papa..
when i was gr. 6..
my mom is kind..
kaugali ko lang sya..
sometimes i say my secrets to her..
gnon naman kasi ung family namin..
when we are together parang mgkakabarkada lang kami..
tpos sometimes, when i'm with her we look like sisters kasi medyo bata pa si mommy..
minsan nga sabi ni papa, c mommy daw ung panganay acoh ung bunso nya..
i really appreciate her sacrifices for me..
clang dalawa ni papa nagppkhirap sa ibang bansa just to raise me..
kya nga malaki ung pasasalamat ko sa kanila..
and xempre...
MY MOM IS THE BEST MOM IN THE WORLD!!!!
:)

♥ happy mother's day ♥

2008-05-11T15:49:00.000+08:00

today is a special day for our mothers so don't forget to thank them okay!!!

ako kasi ginreet ko n kanina c mama ko eh..

be thankful na andyan cla..

kxe kung wala cla, wla din tayo.. dba??

ehehehe.. :)

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY POH SA LAHAT NG MOMS OUT THERE!!!!

♥ a note for my mom ♥

2008-05-11T15:43:00.000+08:00

you are the one who gave me life..

you are my bestfriend..

you are my teacher..

you are my disciplinarian..

you are my shoulder to lean on..

you are my sister..

and ofcourse, you are my mother.. :)

thankz for everything you gave me!!

you're the best mom in the world!!!

i love you mama!!!

mwah!!!

people who matter doesn't care

2008-05-11T14:50:00.000+08:00

a while ago when we attended church..
i was wearing a simple brown dress..
tapos kahit saan ako pumunta they were looking at me from head to toe..
well, i'm the kind of person na laging nakasmile so i just smiled on them..
but nung pumunta kaming SM merong dalawang teens na napansin coh na pinag uusapan nakoh..
i don't know why??
hay.. such people are like that,,
buti na lang ako, d ko masyadong iniisip..
you can hurt somebody'd feeling if ganon ka..
and dapat wag tayong makialam sa gusto ng iba as long na they are happy..
if you will be in my position..
malulungkot ka rin, ayt???
LESSON:
"never judge others.. "
"let them do what makes them happy.."

♥ i feel the pain ♥

2008-05-11T14:35:00.000+08:00

last night he called me up sa fone..

at first when i heard his voice..

my heart beat so fast..

maybe it's because i don't know what to say..

but as time passes.. ewan coh b..

bigla cong nafeel na somehow, ayaw ko syang makausap..

maybe ganun tlga..

nasaktan nya ko eh..

tsaka sya na rin ung nagpaalam sa kin kya kelangan kong mag move on..

pro kung gnun sya.. mhhrapan lang ako so i decided to stay away from here..

hay!!!! i am very, very sad pa rin..

i miss him alot..

but still he hurt me..

and that's enough ayoko na ulit masaktan..

LESSON OF THE DAY:

"he was the one who said goodbye.. and i am not the one who will say hello again.. "

REALIZE BY COLBIE CAILLAT

2008-05-10T14:57:00.000+08:00

REALIZE BY COLBIE CAILLAT

V1: Take time to realize, That your warmth isCrashing down on in.

Take time to realize,That I am on your side

Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you, No it's never gonna be that simple

No I cant spell it out for you

C: If you just realize what I just realized,

Then we'd be perfect for each otherand will never find another

Just realized what I just realized

we'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now.

V2: Take time to realize

Oh-oh I'm on your side

didn't I, didn't I tell you.

Take time to realize

This all can pass you by

Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,

no it's never gonna be that simple

no I can't spell it out for you.

C: If you just realized what I just realized

then we'd be perfect for each other then we'd never find another

Just realized what I just realized

we'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now.

V3: It's not always the same

no it's never the same if you don't feel it too.

If you meet me half way

If you would meet me half way.

It could be the same for you.

C: If you just realize what I just realized

then we'd be perfect for each other then we'd never find another

Just realize what I just realized

we'd never have to wonder

Just realize what I just realized

If you just realize what I just realized

OoOoOOo

missed out on each other now

Realize, realize

realize, realize

* if you would just realize how muvh i love you... *

♥ just LET GO.. ♥

2008-05-10T14:45:00.000+08:00

yesterday i thought i can go on without him..

but last night i just found myself crying..

well.. maybe, mahal coh talaga sya..

but he's the one who said goodbye..

so i guess, i should let him go na rin..

but i can't forget all of those memories we shared..

he will always be close to my heart..

kaya sa mga nagmamahal dyan..

advice ko po sa inyo, kapag di nya n kya..

just LET GO..

it will make things better naman eh,,

tsaka God has a plan sa inyo..

LESSON OF THE DAY:

Let go and move on.. :)

♥ goodbye.. ♥

2008-05-09T15:42:00.000+08:00

this day was a not so good day to me...

last night kasi, nwala ako sa mood..

i had a misunderstanding with someone special..

and then when i woke up..

sya pa rin iniisip ko..

but he's not texting me..

nagpanic ako because i think he's mad at me talaga..

so what i did..

i texted one of my friends to ask her if the boy was texting her..

and she said yes..

i don't know what happened to me..

tears came down my eyes..

i was really crying..

cguro dhil i felt n iniignore nya coh..

so i texted him..

but his txts are like that..

somewhat i was hurt..

but after that he apologized and said "goodbye"..

and then hindi na sya nagtext..

well, ewan ko ba..

bkit nung cnabi nya un..

i didn't feel anything..

maybe numb na cOh to feel being hurt..

i guess he's not really the one for me.. :(

but that's okay..

i knOw God has a plan for me naman eh..

sometimes..

goodbye means take care..

maybe he just wants me to be happy!!

LESSON OF THE DAY :

" Sometimes you have to say goodbye and let go.. "

♥ missing someone special ♥

2008-05-08T19:14:00.000+08:00

in our lives,,

there will always be someone special...

someone who can make your heart beat so fast..

and one difficult thing there..

is to miss that person..

when u miss him/her..

you can't get them out of your mind..

he/she is the only person you think about..

when your cellphone beeps, you want to see his/her name..

when the phone rings, you want to hear their voices..

it's really hard to miss someone really special..

but do you know the sweetest part there???

it's when...

you are the person they miss...

maybe you're such a nice person to be missed...